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Wednesday, October 11th, 2006

Time:4:47 pm.
arizona november 10th through the 13th. shit's gonna be wild. i'm excited.
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Thursday, September 21st, 2006

Time:11:49 pm.
i've recently become obsessed with to-do lists. to-do lists, raw food, exercise, and quotes. i create a to-do list once a week, and i have a to-do list for everyday activities i need to accomplish. simple things like... telling someone i love, that i love them each day. and things that i sometimes need to push myself to do like... spending time everyday reading something informative. bryan and i made a to-do list community. www.livejournal.community/list_or_die.

besides that, i'm going to try to work extra hard on my spending habits so i can save up money for my dream school in manchester. it seems like such a pipe dream, but i really, really, really, really want this more than new york and santa cruz. everyone's up and gone so far away from here. well, fuck you guys, i'll be in england, boarding in a victorian mansion, and cooking with some of the best vegan chefs in the world this time next year. if i've got $3000 left over from that (which is highly improbable) i'll be doing yoga teacher training in the spring. i'm going to india with sam the last two weeks of january to see my dearest. we'll be on a tour. i get to see the taj mahal! and all that other indian crap... i only hope my stomach survives since indian food's been known to drop atomic bombs in my digestive tract. sindhura will be here in just a couple weeks and i'm beside myself with joy. my life's been on hold since march. and even then, i only lived for two weeks.
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Thursday, September 14th, 2006

Time:5:46 pm.
just givin' my love to arizona. i miss you a bunch, adam! i like when you call. you should do that more often. it's nice to hear what you're up to.
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Monday, June 5th, 2006

Time:10:18 am.
short story: mom kicked me out because she's a drama queen. dad called her yesterday and bitched her out for putting my stepdad before my brother and i. brother called dad and asked why i'd gotten kicked out because i hadn't done anything wrong. stepdad is a huge asshole. i move in with dad temporarily. looking for a place right now.

this weekend was good! despite the kicking out... i love my friendssssssssssssssssss.
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Thursday, June 1st, 2006

Time:8:19 pm.
another reason why:

my mom just e-mailed me a self-help book called "from panic to power"


.....hahhahahahahhhahahahahhahahahaha.
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Time:6:24 pm.
i'm a pathetic, whiny, self-concious, sad, frustrating, confusing, frustrated, confused downer!

oh,
and i don't think i'm entirely sane.

today, i created a TREE DIAGRAM of the reason why i might be scared and cold all the time. two things that are probably completely unrelated. because one is physical and one is mental. but i don't think rationally and i never have and i don't really want to start. because the only way i know how to think is irrationally and i'm too scared to think straight. even if i ever could. but i think it might be impossible. and that scares me too. which isn't a surprise, because everything scares me and i'm too anxious to let anything good happy to me.
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Monday, May 29th, 2006

Time:10:40 pm.
my mom's right, my mom's right, my mom's right, my mom's right.

i'm so sick of having things forced on me, though. people tell me to stop trying to live in the past. but i'm not going to force a future on myself that i don't want. you're all trying to glorify everything. i might be miserable, but that's normal! i'm letting it fade out. i'm not about to shove it out of sight, so it can come back when i'm most vulnerable. like last time.

maybe i should not have driven by your house. there's no such thing as closure.
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Friday, May 19th, 2006

Time:6:44 pm.

I am a colon!
Find your own pose!




what an ugly name for a sleeping pose.
i'm having people over tonight.
but now that i've decided i am... i don't really want to.
oh well, it should be fun.
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Thursday, May 4th, 2006

Time:9:27 am.
ok, from now on. if i don't have something positive to say, i won't write in here.
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Tuesday, May 2nd, 2006

Time:8:26 am.
sindhuuuurrrrrra is home! my life feels complete. and it will be complete the entire time she is here (which is really, entirely not long enough.) i picked her up an hour after she got off the plane and we surprised lindsey and then her old roommates from chapman. we woke up at 5 this morning and went jogging for an hour. i can't really walk and i have nasty blisters from my tennis shoes. but other than that i feel great. wheel tonight for her welcome back dinner!!! ffff yes.
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Sunday, April 30th, 2006

Time:11:00 am.
i ran into a sliding glass door last night.
my nose feels like it's broken.
it's bright red and will probably soon be turning black and blue.
god hates me.
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Friday, April 28th, 2006

Time:8:44 pm.
time & all you gave
i was the jerk who preferred the sea
to tussling in the waves
tugging your skirt, singing please, please, please

but now i see love
tracked on the floor where you walked outside
now i see love
looking for you in this other girl's eyes

time & all you took
only my freedom to fuck the whole world
promising not to look
promising light on the sidewalk girls

but now i see love
there in your car where i said those things
now i see love
tugging your skirt, singing please, please, please

time & all you gave
there on your cross that i never saw
well beyond the waves
dunking my head when i heard you call

but now i see love
there in the scab where you pinched my leg
now i see love
there on your side of my empty bed
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Time:6:52 pm.
Mood: crushed.
i have no one.

Time:12:11 pm.
i just rediscovered www.engrish.com after not being there for almost 5 years... i don't know how i survived life.

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Time:9:08 am.
i made a reservation for 7 people to tomorrow's raw foods festival at the living temple. if there's room, who wants to come?

Now confirmed for this event are Raw Chef Alchemist Rawsheed from LA 310-474-9537 with his always amazing & tasty creations, Chef Nadia from HB 714-234-4640 who will be preparing "Tuna Melts", Cultured Cilantro Salad, Chocolate Ice Cream with live aminos plus a whole lot more, Chef's Amber & Jason of HB 714-323-9801 with their wonderful Raw Essene Breads, The Sedona Raw Chocolate Co. with the Ultimate Raw Chocolate, plus here for the first time Naked Apples from Laguna Beach 949-715-5410 with some delicious Raw Sauces & Spreads and Dehydrated Snacks & Deserts.We have now also added Raw Food Teacher & Trainer Diana Harrelson 562-493-8461 who will be sampling Gulit Free Deserts & other Raw Deleights !

The Living Temple will have many of our tasty raw & vegan foods available for your sampling pleasure including Exotic Organic Rose Syrup, Biodynamic Grape Juice, Organic Marzipan, Organic Sundried Tomato Spread & More ! Sondra from Pure Tropical Foods 310-384-7755 will unfortunately not be able to make this event as their Durian delivery did not come in time but will hopefully be here for our May event.Barry Koral will not be able to make this event with his wonderful produce but should be back for our May event also.

This is a great opportunity to introduce new people to the raw foods diet & lifestyle with plenty of delicious raw & vegan samples to try as well as being able to purchase tasty munchies to take home with you.It is also the perfect place to network & socialize with other like minded & enlightened souls, share stories & make new friends.This event is FREE
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Wednesday, April 26th, 2006

Time:10:46 am.
i wish anthropologie was my closet.
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Monday, April 24th, 2006

Time:4:05 pm.
god, i've been whiney today.

i'm going to redlands tomorrow for work... are there any good vegan places up there?
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Time:9:38 am.
sooo tired. why do i let myself get so little sleep?
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Sunday, April 23rd, 2006

Time:3:58 pm.
i was totally mrs. robinson last night.
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Saturday, April 22nd, 2006

Time:9:58 am.
i think i killed an insane amount of brain cells and, apparently, B vitamins last night with all those whip-its. what a weird night. my mouth tastes like beer and spaghetti and weed. mmmm.
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